And even now I find myself smelling clementine. A Borrowed sweetness hanging still over the air—this Careening force that brings me back to you: Dancing around checkered picnic blankets, peeling off the grass, an Effort to share each morsel of space and air and moment and Food. The crumbing of muffins. The peeling of an orange. And there I’m Going. Circling around you, hanging, holding, hoping that each sense can keep fresh, Haunting the memories of my mind like a ghost with my mouth, moving furniture In a sweetly rotten room to prove my presence in what was abandoned, Jaw unhinged, howling through engorgement, clementine rinds sickly Kissing my tongue. I’ve searched for each crumb I Let fall in inattention, groping fingers start back at the beginning—retrace My steps: I can’t have misremembered yet. I’m sure I know the smell of clementine.
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